maybe I should cry for help..maybe I should..

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'I'm just tired.'

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When someone asks me, &amp;quot;What is wrong?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I simply reply with, &amp;quot;I'm just tired.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;<br />
And they agree; they say to take a nap.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
But you see, this exhaustion&lt;br /&gt;<br />
is not something simply resolved by sleeping.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I cannot simply shut my eyes and wake up okay.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I need a break from&lt;br /&gt;<br />
---&amp;gt;my brain,&lt;br /&gt;<br />
---&amp;gt;my heart,&lt;br /&gt;<br />
---&amp;gt;my life.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I need to go away for just a little while.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
Or maybe just for forever...

things about love

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I like my bed, but I would rather be in yours.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for what ever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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I crave a love so deep the ocean would be jealous&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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love harder than any pain you've ever felt&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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the sun loved the moon so much... he died every night to let her breath&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />
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I loved her not for the way she danced with my angels&lt;br /&gt;<br />
but for the way the sound of her name could silence my demons&lt;br /&gt;<br />
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&lt;hr class=&quot;bbcode_rule&quot; /&gt;<br />

About me...

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I'm the guy who dreams big, knowing I'm in everyones shadow.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who is able to become big, knowing nobody cares.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who always thinking, knowing everyone thinks I'm unsocial.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who will always help, knowing they won't do the same.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who believes in true love, knowing it doesn't exist.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who will do anything, knowing that's not enouhg.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm the guy who pursuit happiness, knowing I will never find it.&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
In the end...&lt;br /&gt;<br />
I'm just a shadowdreaming.

Demon

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the demon is inside me&lt;br /&gt;<br />
killing me day by day&lt;br /&gt;<br />
stabbing my soul&lt;br /&gt;<br />
hurting me the most&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
the hours are dark&lt;br /&gt;<br />
i canít get out&lt;br /&gt;<br />
save my soul before i go&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
the demon is inside me&lt;br /&gt;<br />
killing me more and more&lt;br /&gt;<br />
stabbing my soul&lt;br /&gt;<br />
hurting me the most&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
kissed by the demon&lt;br /&gt;<br />
i found my way out&lt;br /&gt;<br />
itís still coming after me&lt;br /&gt;<br />
trying to find me&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
the scratching at my door&lt;br /&gt;<br />
screaming my name&lt;br /&gt;<br />
the demon is here and wonít go away&lt;br /&gt;<br />
&lt;br /&gt;<br />
the demon got me now&lt;br /&gt;<br />
iím dead and gone
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